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Ok, guys, i have to apologize for my inactivity on here. for a long time, i didnt have much time for deviantart or art in general. in the meantime, i finished my B.A., had the first chance to exhibit some of my artworks and right now i'm off on a gap year, backpacking in asia. Crossed russia already and now preparing to leave mongolia for china. the trip is great, but i do not have my computer with me, so no photoshop and no time/possibility for drawings either. that#s one of the only things i really miss! there are some almost finished pieces waiting for me at home, i didnt manage to finish them before i left, which is a shame. cause now i won't be able to upload any new art until some point next year, when i come back home...
i'm taking LOTS of photographs though, guess i got much better, although there is still a lot to learn. but, again, i do not have the time and possibility to process the pictures and upload them. maybe, next year...
i really appreciate all the favs i got in the meantime and i saw that i have a couple of new watchers also. i really appreciate this, although i do not often have the possibility to react in a timely manner atm. but thanks anyway
i'm taking LOTS of photographs though, guess i got much better, although there is still a lot to learn. but, again, i do not have the time and possibility to process the pictures and upload them. maybe, next year...
i really appreciate all the favs i got in the meantime and i saw that i have a couple of new watchers also. i really appreciate this, although i do not often have the possibility to react in a timely manner atm. but thanks anyway
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soo, i managed to get out of the house, out of fucked-up rainy germany and to the canary islands. they let me postpone my internship for a couple weeks, so i'm working on tenerife till mid-october now despite my broken leg. shouldn't have done that, it was risky to fly with that shit & i'm still in pain & also risking to fail my ba exams shortly after my return, but it was still better than spending another day on my couch^^ anyway, its all fluent, all ups and downs and weird things in between when you cannot even say whether they are ups or down or just pure randomness... and i really wanna stop using this space for crying around lol.
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i was away for a while but be probably online more often in the next time cause i cannot do much else atm i guess... broke ma leg & will get a metal plate screwed into it tomorrow, as if things were not bad enough before lol. by now i'm really just wondering what part of my life still is still not bad enough & will crash next... ok, i could name maybe two of them...we'll see for how long^^ at least for now, i really have no perspective whatsoever, cause without being able to walk i will have to cancel all other summer plans, like an internship and travelling and some more things that were very important to me...i can also get prepared to havi
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so...you can share with people. but with non-people, theres nothing to share. you can give, or you can take, and by both you might be showing, revelaing, reflecting...but sharing, a same-level-process is not possible.
showing can be gently pointing but it can also be pushing one's nose against the glass with force, maybe even crushing bones in the process. to get the reflection closer, to get one close to the reflection, to get both to merge while the glass shards merge with blood. is that sharing the truth then? maybe the highest gift some may receive. maybe a non-person should be begging on their knees to receive a lection in thruth by a
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as i'm completely stuck with everything else, i'm also stuck with my art. feeling too bad even to express how bad it is in a picture. i do not have any ideas at the moment. i do not feel like an artis at all. what did i make so far? a bunch of over-edited pics and drawings that others make with 16. only quality: high saturation. concepts: uncreative and not understandable for most viewers. too many of them revolving around myself as well. and execution is just bad...i have to correct every traditional drawing digitally to get something worth looking at. and even the digital area...oh well. i met this guy, he's been doing ps for a c
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